Battles
If I had been battling with cancer
You would understand my answer
Cos its in my head
You all condemn me instead.
The pain and despair
Like cancer are still there
I've had all the treatment
Yet the pain does not relent.
I hurt so much inside
Its my right to decide
You just want me to be here
So your consciences are clear.
Over three years have gone by
Its not like I didnt try
There comes a time for peace
And now I need that release
This isnt giving up
My hearts an empty cup
Just let me have my rest
And think of me at my best.
©Queensmum 2006